So yesterday was my birthday. Nothing happened yesterday, no more cakes, no more pictures taken yesterday like any other years ago, nothing. Only him, came to my house, chit chat together while he’s waiting until 00.00 o’clock and said happy birthday to me :)) I’m happy enough! This is more than enough. And I realize, I’m 23 years old now and I’m thinking about something different rather than 4 years ago. I’m a bride to be, a wife to be.
It’s less than a week now until May 26th 2013. The day when he will do Mitsaqan Ghaliza, to be a husband, to be a leader in our family, to bear the sins of his wife and children, to earn a living, to take a responsibility of me and our children in shaa Allah.
And me, I’ll start to be a wife, a mother (aamiin), to serve him and our children, to be a helping hand for him, to be a shoulder to lean on when he gets tired after doing a work hard all day long, to cook (I still can’t cook for God’s sake! but I will one day, I promise!), to be a listener, to calm him down, to be his partner in our life, to share everything with him, in shaa Allah.
Can I? I’m still childish until now. I mean, my behavior. I get angry easily, though it’s not as bad as what I did years ago. I’m a bit fussy. I’m not matronly yet. Will he understand it? Will he still guide me, to be the very best wife for him.. I’m sure he will. There’s no doubt about it.
I start counting the days from now on. Keep praying, only God can protect everything we’ve been through now. I surrender, for what’s best for me, my life, and his.
Semoga ia baik untuk urusan dunia dan akhirat. Aamiin.
first of all, mbak fida kurang ajar ya itu kakak bukan oom! —” hahaha aduuuh mbak fida. in shaa Allah masih. ini kan mau nikah loh mbak fida bukan mau musuhan sama mbaknya. lagian ntar jangan2 malah aku ya yang cerita random. ladenin ya mbaknya. hahahaha. kalo misalnya kamu dilempar bola petanque aku deh yg jadi tamengnya :” doain ya mbak fida, semoga semuanya berjalan lancar, dimudahkan, dan dilindungi sm Allah SWT. aamiin. I love you to the moon and never back #terFida
Tapi kamu bukan bencana, sayang. Two weeks to go. Here we come..